"Celeb Briefcase"

"When you ain't got shid to do, open up my celeb briefcase"

Tell me why Rick Ross took his baby mama infiniti q56! Yes, yes he bought the ride for her as a gift 3 years ago. The two of them met up at her lawyers office to deal with child support matters (she just put him child support). Ross became upset and uncomfortable a/b the questions being asked by his ex's lawyer concerning his fiances, and expressed so.

Being there for a total 3 hours already, baby mama states to the lawyers she has to get Lil Rick Ross from school by six. Ross excuses himself, makes a call to a friend, comes back in and agrees to finish up another time.

When she went outside (at 5:20) her car was no where to be found! She goes back in, ask her lawyer to call Ricks lawyer and ask Rick if he took her car. Rick then goes on to tell his lawyer "yes" he did. That's kind of messed up! Now this make me feel like he could care less about his child. "Hoe move Ross"

I wanna be a rock star baby! Literally, is what New Orleans native, Lil Wayne is screaming as he plans on dropping his rock album "Rebirth" on April 7.

I wonder if he knows Bobby Valentino is dropping an LP by the same name?? On his single, he rocks about a "prom queen" that turned him down before he blew da fukk up, and know shes crying outside of his door... She had it all figured out/ She left me with a broken heart, Fukked around and turned me down/ Cause she didn't think I could play the part/ Now the prom queen,the prom queen is crying, sitting outside of my door/ You never know how everything could turn around."

First of all how da fukk she get close enough to cry outside of his door, huh?? Nawl, but really to ((me)) its rock, so if you like rock, I guess you'll like this track. In my opinion he may win some rock fans in his new attempt to rock. He doesn't have anything to lose thanks to status in the rap world, besides if he can't conquer or at least is welcomed to the rock world he can always come back home. Rock on Weezy!

Al'yeah and there are rumors out about his suppose love interest...and it might be Nivea :)

Thats it for now..stay tuned for the next "cleleb briefcase"

"When you ain't got shid to do, open up my celeb briefcase"

"Good Sunday Mornig"

Well...We all know that faith, religion and its dealings is a major part of finding ourselves (more so major to some then others). As I journey on my path to self discovery, I often get off track with having a solid relationship with God. I feel as if I simply don't think about him much by not praying, following the commandments etc. I want to get better. My religious background isn't solid so I feel as if there is not much to go off of sometimes... I don't want to be for example a puppet of religion, going about certain teachings and beliefs 1)because others do and 2)because of all the negative notions that go against (for lack of better expression) the non religious. I want to feel about it as I do everything else; strong, connected, and supportive. They say the two most controversial subjects are religion and politics, and I can cosign as to why! You hear some people go on about how complete they are with having God, and everything that seems so above the sun, do to knowing and having God. Besides those feelings...I want to have and sustain a naturally understanding relationship with God.

I've crossed the path of church goers, faith motivators, church invitees, and people of various religions... I've heard of cultures with their religion and faith bases... From Scientology to Buddhist... Two words "overwhelming" and "confusing"! The world around me or as I see it (lol) doesn't make it any better. I was going to start my very first "Good Sunday Morning" off with the normal quote followed by a passage/inspirational verse from the bible, then state my thoughts. In so many ways I felt like who am I to vent about the meanings of bible verses when my religious foundation is weak? I do so in hopes of expanding on the little religion knowledge that I have and building/establishing a relationship with a creator/higher power.

For starters I do believe that there is an explanation, and a reason of some sort as to how the world came to be and evolve into what it is today... My mentality is what is...I'm 23, I've been through changes, I've seen what I have, and developed opinions and beliefs of my own. Some that comfort me and some that discomfort me. I am open minded, and to the best of my ability I try to be non judgemental. I believe that there is a reason for just about everything, even if the worlds titles of wrong or right have been applied. Right now everything is just all so contradicting. I try to stay clear of what is not good for me, live life to the "fullest" and learn as much and often as possible.

"Before thy leave this place and I am no more of flowing blood, let my heart be at peace, my soul exposed to my meaning... let thy know what religion really is"

"And Jesus said unto them ... , "If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible to you."Romans 1:17

Such a powerful verse! Put basically from my interpretation of it, If your belief in God, is in your heart without needing more to go on, then you're taken care of and Anything is possible! I can dig that (who wouldn't want to). But from birth til death, you have to be @ some point exposed during your life, to God to even know about a God. So when someone is exposed to God, are they like...wow God is real, and I don't have to...get anything extra to know this? And if so is there an emotional connected feeling to go along with this faith? Do some people just come here with God in their hearts? Is God in us already and we just have add to with...reading the bible, going to church, praying etc? I choose Romans 1:17 to me represents exactly how I would like to feel about my faith.

"Before thy leave this place and I am no more of flowing blood, let my heart be at peace, my soul exposed to my meaning... let thy know what religion really is"

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My Contemplating Grinds

“Complex is my mind, I feel like that one to bet on, so stick wit a chick & like ET we can ride through the sky”

So I gotta a ton going on in my mind right, especially when it comes to generating my own revenue. The corporate world sucks so I’m like fukk a 9 to5. Besides I’m a young artistic black lady with a lot to offer. First of all let me lay out those artistic abilities I associate myself with, as follows; 1) designing clothes: applying my style to clothing apparel, sHint Clothing Ltd 2) Rapping: yes, yes yawl…I marinate, so basically I write, free style, and keep a ear to game (observing what challenges it offers me as a artist and quality as a consumer). I haven’t invested in it yet because I’ve been bullshitting, but I plan on going for it and I’m now in the process of getting the appropriate equipment for a home studio. 3) Photography: the only way I’ve ever discovered how to preserve life is by capturing moments on film, I’m also going to be investing in equipment and getting projects going soon. 4) Sales: which are all final… besides you would’t wanna give it back, it has 100% guarantee on it, if I’m with it. Basically “Anything” of quality I can get my hands on or anything marketable I come up with, I sale.

For as long as I can remember I’ve always expressed myself in an artistic hustling unique sorta way. I got my heart in everything I do and it all just comes so natural and preferred to me. I keep telling myself to take it easy, learn and experience as much about my abilities as possible and it’ll pay off. Generating my own revenue through my passions for 2009 and years to come and doing so in the most impacting way is my goal. I’m a “visionary” I can see it happening, I’m a “go getter” I can make it happen.

“Complex is my mind, I feel like that one to bet on, so stick wit a chick & like ET we can ride through the sky”

The Beauty of the 44th

"The beauty of the 44th, is so on the inside and out"

I can't help but to beam with awe, wear a ear to ear smile, and feel thankful for the doings of my ancestors to make such an historical event possible. Its more than the fact, Barack Hussein Obama is black hes a hell of a man! His Inauguration speech was priceless, up lifting, and convincing of a change, as were all of his speeches, that America and the world has long been ready for. Its all so surreal! I'm so proud and look forward to having such a wonderful family occupy the white house, as the man of the house hold stirs our country into the right direction. And I quote... " Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill. Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched, but this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye, the market can spin out of control — and that a nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous. The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our gross domestic product, but on the reach of our prosperity; on our ability to extend opportunity to every willing heart — not out of charity, but because it is the surest route to our common good", Barack Hussein Obama. Such powerful words say so much about the future of America. A future that myself, daughters, family & friends have the opportunity to be a part of. All hail Obama, Thank you God for allowing us to be apart of such beautiful history.

"The beauty of the 44th, is so on the inside and out"

On the inside

"On the inside its just me, myself & I and I reside on the inside like a cocooned butterfly"

As I literally struggle to completely know me and gain that feeling or knowing of self assurance, I can't help but to come in conflicts with myself about so many things both personal & general. Its not a good feeling especially being a young mother to two girls. Its frustrating and confusing and even scary when I often ponder on it. I see ppl so sure of themselves and if not they seem to be... I'm only 23yrs of age so common sense is promoting "plenty self discovering time" and I sorta do acknowledge that but its not like I'm some carefree college student with a social life full of peers with whatever on my mind, but...I'm a young very worried mom w/o a social life full of peers and tons on my mind.

Actually sitting here typing this, ("conversational lectures"as I saw them back then) my grandmother gave, are all coming to life and making sense. I was warned early on about so much, I was just too young to take heed. To be honest as well as fair to myself, I was a bruised child that needed therapy. With that said I was also a great pretender! I focused and excelled in other things and put my feelings to the side and went on like a normal teenage girl, until the day I ran away @ 16 with my biological mother who years earlier abandoned me. She didn't have shit to do with my upbringing and in the midst of my teenage years she comes into my life like a ray of warm comforting sunlight, only to be shinny foil giving off a more shiner light that was artificial. I make bad choices even til this day, nope I'm not perfect.

Even tho I'm not complete and I feel like it sucks being me some times, I have to keep a strong personality on hand because I am A mommy. I want to be to them what my grandmother was and what my mom wasn't to me. Its beautiful and warm to see my daughters in their innocence, they truly brighten up many of my days :) While it is hard to be a single mother the support I have on their behalves from my family and friends is immaculate to say the least. Because of my choices, I am now responsible for two lifetime responsibilities. Children aren't toys you can just put down when your entertainment is fulfilled by them. You have to Take Appropriate Care of them; financially, mentally, & spiritually, until the coming of their own )even beyond that so I'm told and have an ideal). So your automatically in charge of becoming a role model. It has nothing to with weather your ready to be one or not.

While I look at and read about certain things going on in the world today and in the past, I know that I'm fortunate. I'm thankful for that and I don't feel so sorry for myself. But its an inevitable feeling, when I feel how I feel on the inside. Right now "it is what it is" inside this cocoon but I look forward to being a butterfly one day as I know I will become :)

"On the inside its just me myself & I and I reside on the inside like a cocooned butterfly"